cul-du-sac

among fences and heaped mortgages,
we hinder ourselves, immaterial borrowers,
siphoning bandwidth, riding orange lawn tractors,
nursing craft beers and distant smiles, shaking

here it rips in us, the close edge of commerce,
feeding desires and sleepy goals, paycheck to paycheck,
stringing us to emerge blue and above subsistence,
a fat suburban moon, removed and successful.

on new year’s day

153 miles uncoil, thick
and shunted, heaved between
the first cup of wake-up
and the salvaged green door
fitted to the farm house

it’s cold here
it’s cold there

nothing changes,
the endless flat sky,
mill of suns and
thinning mercury,
seeds counted until spring
and planting plans,
to plow and sow,
to buy a hog

and the shadow of the barn,
solid as night
and just as punctured,
pushes it all down